Summer 2011- Where are the words?

Hello everyone (:

How've you been?
That's great!! haha now I feel like Dora.

Anyways, I don't think I've blogged for about 2-ish weeks, I've been one crazy busy person.


I've been working, doing stuff for church, getting ready for school, and hanging out and talking to some of the most amazing people I've ever met, my best friends. <3 

Summer of 2011 has been... epic, exciting, crazy, stressful, amazing, busy, annoying, way too much fun, hanging out with thee most amazing people, developing relationships with so many different people, it has just been beyond crazy. (: Part of me wants school to start, and part of me wants to stay in this summer, and spend even more time with my besties, and live life without care... I can never find a happy medium. Totally opposite. haha but I'm excited for what this upcoming (2011-2012) year will bring. 

I know God has big plans for me this year.  I know I'm gonna make more friends. I know that I'm going to live life overly happy, as I did this year. I know that I can't plan it all out and I have to take life as it comes. I have crazy expectations for 2012. Like turning 16, getting my own car, facing life as it comes like I have for the past 6 years. 


I have a lot to deal with in myself. 
I'm not perfect
I'm not drop dead gorgeous
I'm not the best person ever


I have an attitude,
I have my opinion..
I have my beliefs, 


and through all of this, I have my God. and I guess the biggest thing I've learned this year is that I have to keep trusting God with everything in me.. and stop trying to make what I want happen, and let his plan for my life come into life.


Some days, I wish life were different, I wish I could change a lot of things, and then I get to these days I've been in, where I don't regret a single thing that's happened to me, anything I've been through, because without all that, I wouldn't be who I am today. And I like who I am today. 


I'm ready to turn MY world, MY church and MY life. Up-Side-Down. 


I love you all (:
You make me who I am today.. happy (:


So that's all, until next time that is (;


May God Bless you and your family, and your life. Because chances are, you deserve it. (;


M. (: